save you

I want to be able to save you
Take you from the world I've already left
Save you from nightmares
That seem ever to replay
Over and over
More darkness
More shadows to blacken you're mind
I want to hold you
Make it all go away
But, I know when it was me
I couldn't feel anyone
I didn't see them reaching,
To pull me to safety?and they couldn't
I was too far
And I had to find my own way back
?or forward
But I'm scared for you
I know once the damage is done?
I escaped, but memories ?appear
Replacing beautiful dreams
With all that I used to be,
Trying to drag me back
I think of you
Curled up, petrified
Of the world you can't get away from
But the figure I see,
Is it you or is it me?
My own fear is what makes me
So terrified for you
How did I get away?
And,
Why can't I save you?