Darkside

It is possible to travel to the night world if one (while present in
a state not short of catatonic, though with ecstatic undercurrents),
one surrenders their being to the running waters and is prepared to
consent to the torrents of desire and the sense of extreme intimacy; a
violation which reminds you that you are not being yourself.
But the sadistic joyous inner rapture, and warping liquid vision that
you finally succumb to will eventually open the doors to the
instinctual homelands of the darkside.