I can't escape the loudness.

 My ears crackle to the sound of screams and shouting. It cuts through me like a knife. I hate loud noises. But I cant escape them.

My ears ache after another noisy day. I try to sleep as I cradle my ear drums in my palm. They are shattered from yet another long day.
Not only this but I failed again.

Someone once told me not long ago that failure is nothing to be scared of, but scared is all I've ever known. The fear panics my stomach as nausea overwhelms my body.

I try too overcome this overwhelming sensation of sound that startles my cochlea and rattles my skull. My head aches with the spinning room around me. I hate the noise that surrounds me.