Life viewed with a helping of autism and a pinch of neurodiversity

Life viewed with a helping of autism and a pinch of neurodiversity.

The world passes me by.
Blurring and shifting.
Like horses on a carousel.
Round and round.

My mind is my castle.
I go to different places
Every night.
My castle merges with reality.

I wish upon a star
Astra centuri to be precise
I wish and I wish
That things will get better.

The grass is green.
The sky is blue.
I wish you understood me
As much as I try to understand you.

Trees scrape the sky .
The rhythm of my heart dances.
My music blares.
My ears tingle and my brain smiles.

The grass is green.
The sky is blue.
I cant wait till people accept me
As much as I accept you

My heart stomps
To an 80s theme tune
Dancing on my favourite star
Surfing on the rings of Saturn.

The grass is green.
The sky is blue.
I love you.
I wished you loved me too.

I don't want to be alone
I know what I know
Next year is a long way away
The fire burns.

The grass is green.
The sky is blue.
Why can't I fit in
Just like you can do?

I look out the window
My life looks like a production
I jump over clouds
To land in puddles.

The grass is green
The sky is blue
I wish you could imagine my struggles
As much as I can do 2 times 2.

Its like I'm screaming silently
My tears form my puddles.
My heart trembles.
My brain shakes.

The grass is green
The sky is blue
I am me through and through
Can you say the same about you?

The grass is grey
The sky is no longer blue
I hope you will accept me
As much as I accept you