"Holes"

I've found myself to be weaker than I'd ever thought
The dirt beneath me was moving and I didn't even know it
But now I am deceived, horizontally
By the traitors in my feet
I'm sliding slowly underneath

How do I close up these holes?
My insides are screaming out, they're too exposed
I've picked myself up a million times before
But I still can't make it in the door
So what am I here for?

They said a mask would keep the pain away
At least for a day
But now I'm back in your pharmacy
Trying everything you give me
I guess I'm the problem
Trust and lust no I've never been able to solve them

How do I close up these holes?
My insides are screaming out, they're too exposed
I've picked myself up a million times before
But I still can't make it in the door
So what am I here for?

I've found myself to weaker than I'd ever thought

How do I close up these holes?
My insides are screaming out, they're too exposed