"Thinking"

Stop me from thinking
Stop me from thinking

I've grown tired of my thoughts
For all the noise they make
And all the hurt they've caused

And I think I might be going crazy, I can't tell
It might just be a side effect of the waiting
Or the weight.
I'm growing older still

You're out now,
He's got your mouth, now
I've forgotten how to be alone
Without turning everything to stone

My heart never fared well in war
Spilling its blood carelessly onto floor
Reminded everyday of the tortures that came before

It looks up and assures me
That giving up is the only true insanity
But still thoughts poison my every intention
Truth teaches such a difficult lesson

You're out now,
He's got your mouth, now
I've forgotten how to be alone
Without turning everything to stone
It's such a shame, how I've lost control

What is it that is truly burdening me?
Turning every selfish episode
Into a sea of unwanted activity

Every drop of acid is starting a riot
And the revolution is never quiet
It won't stop until I dive into the sea, willingly
So stop me from thinking, please

I've forgotten how to be alone
It's such a shame, how I've lost control