Army sibling.

I know this feeling, being torn apart from what I love most once again.
The drive seems to pass quickly, trees shoot by me in and out of focus through the car windows, and I try desperately to focus on them, but this feeling climbs up my throat, swells my eyes and clings to my skin, pure desperation and love etching its way into my memories to leave a permanent scar. All is changing once again, I am to go home alone, sucked dry of companionship
I jam my earphones in place and turn the volume up to an almost painful level, music always helps to drown out my emotions, hide them within me behind that cold stone wall.