My Fault. IP

I am so jealous yet again of
Of your accomplishments
That you have achieved.

Scared I could not make it work
And in a recession as well. So
I lay back and watched you take my
ideas, not once or twice but 3
Times, while I felt sorry for myself
So did nothing.

But while my years creep fast upon
Me now I realize,it's better too try
And fail then too not try at all.
So this time when I have another
Idea, I shall not wait until
You take it from me and watch my
Idea been used and turned into
A money making company.
While I struggle too make ends
Meet.

No,Your days of having my ideas
Are over my friend, and now only
A matter of time before I give birth
Too my life and start truly living.