MINDLESS MIND

I did not know what to do
with my mind so confused
It traverses here and there and
Fails to do what it should do together.

I did chew over the details
But they were just like a cocktail
Eluding me like a slippery snail.
Raising its head again like a snake.

I wish I could stay organised 
unchaining all the crisscrosses ,
But it stayed jumbled 
I had to bid my luck contended

Has it gone berserk ?
Topping all over ,as it seeks
To bring in a semblance of clarity 
To make it more  connected and clear.

Always in a state of flux.
It sometime  passes off,
Unable to recall it precisely
when more  things occur daily.

Suddenly an intuition passes by
After the purpose is passed
Then it is too late to act
And you file it to re- enact.

Always a bone of contention 
When some one points our intention
Ashen and angry retribution
As we  are judged by convention.

We seek  and model after them
To hit back in vengeance
With expression of unhappiness
Knowing it hurts us more than them.

It shows in our behavior ,
unaware of its consequences
We are good in assessing others
Than ourselves , using denial.

It slowly affects our physical health
when we blame all others around us
Not knowing  that in time
What we sow in our mind we reap.

Our constant pressure companion,
keeping it under our control
Actively or passively ,and learn to
accept it , and not to  play with it.