I Live In Hell

I live in hell
Harbor hatred
And envy
Find it difficult
To give
Of myself,
To say the least

I’m sick and tired
Of hearing about the poor,
The sick, the handicapped,
The addicts and losers
Whom we’ll always
Have with us
I don’t give a shit
About them and their
Plights
Why should I?
They don’t give
A shit about me
Do they?
They never have and
Never will
It’s also why I live alone,
Miserable in this stinking
God-forsaken place
It’s why my spirit’s
Mere skin and bones
When it could be fat
And Butterball happy
I’m a soulless shit,
Was born a shit
And will die a shit
Hail Satan, the Leader
Of this place
Where I live—
Hell of hells
In my mind,
In my screwed up mind.