Bring it to me?

I have lost it somewhere along the way

When my eyes are closed

or even when they are not

so often I can hear it beating

knowing it is out there

along the way

Your way, my way I don't know anymore

Point is, I can hear it and

I can feel it

Deep and heavy within me

although it is not

When you come to me

will you please bring it

It needs reattaching

tender care and some forgiveness

The time is getting long

endless it seems with no reason

to be as it is

And heavier it grows

listening to the sound

hoping for it to grow dimmer

It doesn't

So will you please bring it to me

On your way from here to there

From there to here

Along the way, when you find it

At night it is hammering

A sound loudly disturbing my sleep

Sleep restless of fear

Fear it will never stop

Fear it will never be found

When you see it

Will you please pick it up and bring it

It needs silence

It needs peace

Escape from itself

to either breathe or forget

How can weight feel so light

How can lightness feel so heavy

Why can't I stay busy until

these frogs stop making noise

I enjoy it so

or until you bring it to me

When exactly will that be

I am tired and want to be occupied

So, once again

Will you bring it to me

Please, hurry up

Please bring me

..this heart of mine