how unconsciously you we live

what are you eating
why are you eating it
food
is a drug
addictive
sugars
cascade
down your throat...

the body is an illumination of the human soul
love
for being is divine
radiates
pollenates
rotates
gravity
to the land of no return.

love god
no other thing or image
and you become an illumination

do you see
do you see
Buddhism is a religion of the mind
seeking to destroy the human soul
aligning themselves with scientists
who believe in the mind
but the mind
is just a form of consciousness
not the creator of consciousness...
God is pure existence
as an infinite identity
but his essence
partakes in the context of time
becomes through time
through the logos spermatikos.

do you see
do you see
there's msg or a derivative
in 80% of the food you eat...
it's addictive
it's pleasurable
but as freud asks in civilization and its discontents
which pleasures are we going to give up
for the good of civilization?

food is a drug
it cures us of anger
pain
regret
makes us forget
numb
comfortable numb

we live vicarious lives through the efforts
of the beautiful and the overly smart
we are too beautiful
we are too smart
we partake of their advertising
we partake of their brains
we eat them
like cannibals
and through imitative or sympathetic magic
we think we are becoming like them
while ruinous and unhealthy fat
rolls down our stomachs
and makes waste of the 1 life we have to live

Asians have reincarnation and ancestor worship
to dull them
why are things so urgent
if we have so many lives to live
when ancestors protect us like totem poles
they are numbed
think there is all the time in the world
to solve problems
that are deeply urgent and important.

why are we here?
we want the world and we want it now
we want to feel the infinity and continuum
of being alive and in the moment
like a child building legos
and paying attention to nothing else.
we want the world and we want it now
feel the radiation of the subtle body
the radiance of life
the glow and shower of pleroma
the body speaking to us through dreams
filled with deep psychic unconscious content
from the deepest dreamless sleep
so close to God...
we want the world and we want it now
because we can use all the weapons
of all the different eras of civilization to
fight fight fight
this dying civilization
to be filled with artists
healthy and alive
living in the palace of wisdom
after an early life of excess.

good is not the passive that obeys reason.

good is not harmony.

good is...