What's missing from my life

Is adventure, the opening of the heart
To joy, to being
Breathing my bliss
Threading through and through.

What has made me so afraid?

The dark waters in me flood
All that I was, a blizzard wets my mind, launders
My brown skin, there's nothing
For me to see.

God, be with me
Fill me with your light and morals
Let me return
To my home
Filled with love
Mind
And dignity.