you would wage war upon me

would you do such a thing?
wage a war upon me?
are we not best friends, you
just like me?

thanatos turns into eros when
the cycle turns,
do not wage a war upon me
for you will surely win.

you are strong,
i am a weak, lazy Korean.
how could you not win?

what is it that you want? a concession
that you are superior to me.
you are right, totally right
but I don't care.

how I used to worship you as a perfect soul,
a phallicized female
the embodiment of deconstructionist feminism.
what are you now?
a popular show, trying to convince
everyone of what you believe?
watering down your thoughts until it becomes
a commercial product?

do you realize how much of Freud's dream theory
is in Hollywood movies... symbolism, displacement etc. And Hollywood
has not really healed anyone
of their traumas.

so you want to be popular, do so, but do not wage
a war upon me
because I need some time off.