Confessions.

Taris was a girl full of laughter and happiness. Taris had no worries and she always was on top of her work. Taris had fell into that lazy trap and was giving up on her self. People are always trying to bring Taris joy and laughter down but, she doesn't pay attention to it. Taris has so much negativity in her mind that she speaks it perfectly. Deep down inside that negativity she's speaking is breaking her. Taris needs love, encouragement, motivation, support and anything that will make her day go smooth. She's a human being just like everyone else. The way that Taris treats people is the way other people should treat her. She treats people with love, kind, and she cares about others. She has problems just like any one else. She is not invisble. Taris confession is that ¨She wants to be happy and stop disappointing everyone around her.¨ She hates when people are angry at her. She feels as though she's the cause of every issue that's around her. Taris is very quiet and a secretive person. She has trust issues and personal issues that you wouldn't understand. Her issues with herself is killing her inside. Taris confession is that she does want a family and kids that will carry on her legacy. She wants two boys that will adore and appreciate her. Taris says if you read all her other poems then you will understand this automatically. She's not always sad because if you're around her more than you will notice different things about her. She tends to think that people ignore her and neglect her. Maybe Taris just needs to work on her self and think about important things other than herself. Taris needs to have positive thinking and positive people around her. Bringing negativity into the atmosphere will hurt her deeply. She thinks that it already has. That's the bigger issue. Deep down inside Taris knows what's right from wrong. Taris is admitting that she has a little bit of craziness in her. Even though the craziness is not good to hide because she shows it every once in a while. Taris needs to mature herself through love/relationships, life and her career that she's trying to succeed in. She's a person that hides the truth and writes it on paper instead. If you read her poetry you will get a better understanding of who she really is. Her truth and nothing but the truth is written down for a reason. If she dies Taris hopes that someday, someone will find her poetry and read it fully through. She says this blog is awesome for her because she leaves the puzzle for others to figure out. Taris is a honest, loving and trustworthy person. If she caused any problems then she is sorry. She loves music and praise dancing. She loves herself and knows that God loves her. Taris wishes that she had older brothers and sisters to guide her in life. She realizes that family will come and go just like friends do. If she has hurt anyone with words then she never meant to because that is unlike her. She is not perfect but she is a strong person. She knows the mistakes that she has made and she will over come them. When that day comes just know that these are her confessions.