I WILL SUCCEED.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every one is not perfect. You will have obstacles in life that will come your way. If you think everything is going to be perfect, you're wrong. Everyone makes mistakes. If you haven't made any than you didn't learn anything. I am afraid of the past coming back to haunt me. My past problems, past mistakes, past relationships, past ex friendships and past disappointments. I am afraid of the future. Will I become a famous writer or a Journalist? In the future will I graduate from Columbia? I'm not at Columbia university yet but, will I get accepted? I am a writer, business lady and a Journalist. Some one is always trying to take my joy with the career I want to do. I'm not changing it for nothing because I will succeed no matter what anybody says. I'm still learning new things everyday and this is only my first year in college. I don't know every single thing if I'm still learning new things. So cut me some slack because I'm not perfect. One thing that I do know is that I am a writer and a Journalist. I will keep saying it. So get off my back I'm still learning and at least I'm still in school. I will motivate myself to write everyday. I will do what it takes to make myself happy. I will concentrate on the future even though I am afraid of it. I will dress like a business lady. I will talk how I write. People say I have an old soul so, I will use that in my writing everyday. There are still obstacles and challenges coming towards my way. Best believe me when I say that I will tackle those obstacles down. I am different for a reason. I am different because I don't want to be normal. I'm not perfect but I am human. All I talk about is my career because that's what I should be focusing on. Someone once told me that there is more to life than writing. I walked away because I had nothing to respond to that. So, no matter what anyone else says I am a writer. I'm a writer. I'm a Journalist. I'm a business lady. I will get accepted to Columbia University. Writing is my therapy and I am me.