INTIMIDATED

I think people are intimidated by me. I don't mean that as them being scared of me. I just think they're intimidated by the way I look, dress, eat, walk and talk. My look can be intimidating because it's unique and I look different from every one else. The way I expose myself on the way I dress can be intimidating. I love wearing dressy clothes and looking nice. I'm not dressing up to impress any one. I'm dressing towards success. I'm not a model nor am I rich. I eat like I'm starving because I really am. I'm not literally starving but, I'm starving for success. I'm hungry to be successful and that's what's intimidating. My smile is so beautiful, I'll probably when a contest. A lot of people say that my smile is beautiful. I didn't believe it until now. It's intimidating because I smile even when I'm hurt or angry. My walk is different from other females. I don't walk to show my ass off. You know how those girls be switching in front of boys just to get their attention. That's not me. I walk with my head down and I walk looking depressed. I walk like this because there's too much on my mind that's bringing me down. I can't keep walking like this because I have to be more confident in myself. That's the person I want to be. Every other female walks with confidence but, I don't. That's why it's intimidating. Boys stare at me as if I'm the prettiest girl on earth. They try to conversate with me but that's not gone fly with me. I don't give my numberout to any male that's on the street. I'm picky with who I want to date. But, females think I'm going to take their man because I'm light skinned. I'm only light skinned because that's the skin tone of my parents. So females shouldn't be intimidated by me. My voice is very low, sexy and I speak like a baby. I have a baby voice. A lot of people say that I need to work on my voice and speak up but, I cant. Now that's extremely intimidating een to me. I'm light skinned and I'm 19 years old. Why are people so intimidated by me?