Just because

Just because he takes you to a whole new level of life, it doesn't mean he brings you the best of happiness.

Just because you haven't met the best partner of life, it doesn't mean you have to go back to the person who you've experienced the 'best' with.

Sometimes, life makes you decide a hard life decision, It confuses you in a lot of ways. Especially when it comes to love and romance.

Because love is what keeps you alive, it blooms your heart, it gives reason for you to wake up in the morning, knowing you have a person you love. It gives you colours.

But, 

No one can ever give you the best out of the best, than what Allah would willing to give.

You can never deny it. Patience comes first. 

There will be times when you think about life and the pasts, that makes you wanted to go back because of all of the good things you've shared together.

But knowing that you deserve more, and you're willing to let go, would mean a whole new BETTER level of life for you. You have no i-de-a, of what Allah is planning.

You've given out the best of the best to save the relationship, now its time to save your future. You know your worth, and you need to love yourself more than you love him and the relationship.

What's the point of holding on, if the other person wouldn't grow and change?

Your love for him used to go beyond of all these reasons. Now go do that for yourself, to gain self-respect and self-love.

People would say after broke ups, "go and explore life. be amazing".

That wouldn't be the best advice, trust me. So what will I tell you is,

You know when people say go and explore more about this world, stuffs like that. Until your best of mate will come blablabla. But you know what, there will never be any finishing line of exploring, even after you're married and have kids. But, to know when you've done your best of the best for the relationship, but it seems not working, then what are you wasting your time for? Your energy for? Your love for? Rather than doing that, you better off doing it for yourself, so that you would enjoy the company and your best of mate in future time, in the BEST of ALL ways. 

That's what matters, MOST.