OverPowered

Sometimes I just feel so overrun with emotion

It is just overwhelming

The doubt that is engraved in the depths of my subconscious 

Make it impossible for me to be confident 

Or feel sure about anything 

I feel that I have to question everything 

I can count on anything ever 

I cant trust anything ever 

Theres a monster in my head 

and when there is something good he tells me not to believe it 

He tells me it isn't true 

That it is a lie and that I am not worthy

He is always with me 

His voice echoes like tides in the ocean

He never leaves me 

he is consistent and loyal to his purpose 

that is to make me feel isolated 

he wins every time 

Hes stronger than me 

Leaving me no choice but to submit 

I simply cannot rid myself of him because he feeds off of insecurity and doubt 

He continues to growths in strength

And I remain weak and fragile