I Watch You

I watch you
While you work.
You are not aware
And yet
I watch you
When you talk.
You barely notice me.
Friends are good, I know...
And yet
I watch you.
Watching against my reason,
Against my own desire.
Why do I watch?
Yet never speak what's in my heart?
And then -
I turn my head.
And catch you
Watching me.