Quiet Pain

I looked up at the sky tonight
So clear and still
So like the many others I have seen
Just as you have

What was I doing a year ago today?
Did I look up at the moon?
Or did I rush around forgetting that it could all
Be over way too soon...

I know it seems I'm healing
Inevitable they say
But the pain just keeps on growing
More and more, day by day.

Sometimes I don't accept it,
Don't think about you at all
But then I looked up at the sky
And the hurt came up and choked me once again

Oh I didn't cry, not on the outside
But in my head I screamed
And now surrounded by laughter
I can hardly breath
God I miss you miss you miss you

Come back to me please...
But you don't hear, can't answer
I'm still alone, lonely waiting

I can't do this anymore.

Please

Jesus I loved you so much

Wasn't it enough?

Can't see the page, I'm blurring
Can't feel my heart beating
Can't touch your face
Or hold your hand
Or kiss you

I miss you

Please come back to me,
Just for a minute
I won't ask for more
No more
Just that

Please, I can't tell anyone else.