Absolution

"No way": she heard Jesus say.
The devil take you!Everyman said.Everywoman was a little more sympathetic.Not that much.The lynchfeeling.Bitches.Judgemental bitches.
She had done everything wrong ,she confessed and she wanted absolution.The police and her "friends"-what they wouldn't be now, would certainly not be God or Jesus or even Madonna.This was a pity. She was agonized and she was crazy.She had gone even more crazy.This time with love.Turning her friends in was turning herself in.Luckily, she thought, because they would hopefully be let off then.'Cause she'd say that she had got everything wrong and they would give her a treatmentsentence.Then the Iceland boy would be all right.He wouldn't be dead.She'de never get the love she felt.Never.So she was indifferent as to what happened to herself.She knew it was too late.What about the Icelandic boy. She was such an asshole. She thought that turning someone else in and herself would save him.She was so mad with love and not being able to get her way (what a bitch) that first she turned her lover in. Luckily he had never done anything unlawful but what she was doing was stark raving mad.
And now?
Absolution-
In God's eyes.
From the fucking authority's side she was expecting the worst.I wonder what they were going to do to the boy? she thought. Treat him well because she was the culprit.
So they'd send her off to a mental institution. Her worst fears were also that they would pump her with pills.She already felt the straightjacket.
Her fear was predominant.
What a bad conscience she had.T'was tearing her to shreds.Completely and utterly. Imagine if they all went scotfree.Even her.
First the others.
Life wasn't going to go on to her advantage.
She'd never get the man she loved so deeply.
She had being playing hazard.
They wouldn't beleive her.They would just say the usual that she was stark raving mad.
Well.Jesus and Madonna.
I just wish someone would believe in me, she cried to herself.
I just wish I had had a second chance.
But I have enjoyed a lot of life.She was thinking about her kids also.
She wondered whether they would believe her?
She was stark raving mad.