The all Seeing Eye

The all Seeing Eye keeps looking at me,
Piercing from my soul, the knowledge it knows it will not reveal, so I sit here wondering am I going insane, but no. I am rational, I am able to comprehend madness, I can see it for what it is.
I suffer narcissism, a Christ delusion; maybe the eye knows something about this.
A weakness in my personality keeps revealing that I am just a mortal man. Then why do these symbols pursue me, and too what is the meaning.
I quit my job from which I studied and trained and worked hard to achieve, I willingly decided to quit, to follow my true self, now I am jobless with no definite future. I want to start university in September but as yet have not been accepted, everything is only wishful thinking, the potential is there but nothing set in concrete.
The darkness has only just passed, the negative has found its positive, but still I sit here with the all Seeing Eye.
This time a new image is before me, the broken image, an abstract form, half stork half geometric shape; still I cannot work it out. Maybe the divine is never to be understood, if that is the case then evolution holds no purpose, what are we evolving towards?
A smirking lip with a true goatee, encircled into a semi, the darkness is now centred into a small black spot, and a new mouth, this time a wide smile with stork legs.
Who understands madness?
I do, because I live with it. I am not mad, but I stand on the edge looking over and every now and then lowering my rod and raising up something from the deep blue waters, the same deep blue waters from which the eye came from.
I understand now, the stork, the symbol, but I still do not know the meaning, so instead I will be happy that before me I have an image. An image I created for myself, available to the whole world now that it is in image form, before that it was kept in the dark, but now it is out in the open.
Creation is divinity.
We create something from nothing using materials, it then gives rise to expression, some people will look at the image and interpret something meaningful too themselves, others will just appreciate the image for what it is; an image created from nothing.