Depression

Empty but suffocating

Trying to climb up but being pulled down

Lost in the middle of everyone

Hopeless but clinging to one thing, what thing?

Vacant emotionally

Controlling and uncontrollable

Despaired and angry

Hurting and crying

Spread out and crunched in

Mean and searching for kindness

Careless and paranoid

Scared and running

Staggering through everyone else's roots

Faithless but desperate for God

Every muscle aching from within

Playing a part so as to not causes suspicion

Screaming inside

Clutching to anything that matters

Letting go of everything that matters

Soulless and rotting away

Dark and blinded by the outside light

Vengeful and unforgiving

Eager for forgiveness

Doubtful of the world

Nervous but eerily calm

Quitting but still in the game

Pretending in the worst show ever

Shuddering and hiding

Inattentive but aware of everything

Sneaking in plain sight

Hateful in an empty shell

Hollowed out by life

Sad

Gone