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| Type | Title | Author | Replies | Last updated |
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| Story | Day &Night ... Night & Day | dollie | 0 | 11 years 6 months ago |
| Collection | My heartfelt emotional RoLLeR-CoAsTeR | dollie | 0 | 11 years 6 months ago |
| Collection | How did this crap manage to sneak into my head | dollie | 0 | 11 years 6 months ago |
| Story | Unexplainable Love | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | Reassurance and Persuasion | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | Speechless | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | Passing Love | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | Hide the Pain | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | I'M fOrGeTtInG tHiS | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
| Story | EVERYTHING | dollie | 0 | 11 years 8 months ago |
My stories
Hide the Pain
The pain is uncertain, but definitely there. I know it hurts, but I can't pin-point where. My heart bleeds, and yet, my veins pour tears. Life without you goes so slow. Days seem like years. I won't show it. I'm too strong. "Oh my God, I've been holding it in too long!" I crack a joke and fake a smile. "It's okay, I can hide it still... At least for a little while." I'm doing good. I don't think anyone can see. I hold it in until I'm alone, where my hurt can run free. I want so much to be weak. I want so desperately to cry. I'll keep it to myself, but I think YOU know I'm living a lie. I know somewhere deep inside, you still care. You can't really be happy without me there. You're my true love, my soul-mate, and my very best friend. After all we've been through, is this really where it ends?
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Passing Love
I passed you in the hall today. You wouldn't even look my way. It's killing me. It's all about you. There's nothing that I wouldn't do. I'd lie. I'd steel. I'd die. I'd kill. I'd do anything to have you back. When you're not around, it's half of myself that I lack. You are my life. You are my soul. I need you to make me whole. I'm sorry for the way I've been. I'd change it all if I had the chance again. I'd like to explain, so give me some time. Do you even want me? Give me a sign. I'm so jealous. I'm full of greed. It's you that I need. I want you all to myself. I've placed my heart upon a shelf. I'll keep it there until you decide you want it again. You'll never have to worry about where it's been. It will stay hidden and wait for you. I'm not able to love another, even if I wanted to.
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Speechless
You were standing there, right beside me. Why couldn't I speak? I had a million things to say. I guess this is one of those things that proves I'm weak. I watched you from across the room, My heart beating out of my chest. "Turn your head," I said to myself. "This is for the best." -February 5, 2001
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EVERYTHING
You're the only thing on my mind while he's holding me tonight. His touch is soft &; gentle. His squeeze is comfortable &; tight. He's doing everything perfect, but it just doesn't feel right. Your kiss is what I long for. Your face is all I see. I close my eyes to hold tears back. I pretend it's you holding me. The flowers are all dying. The gold &; diamond's look a fright. There's someone here beside me, but he's not the company I want tonight. I have almost everything I've ever wanted, but it doesn't mean a thing. I'll give him all the gifts back. He can have this damn ring. It wouldn't matter if there were a million guys, with a million gifts, ... It's all still merely a joke. None of this can make me happy. I mask my saddness with a smile, but my heart ...God knows, it's still broke. He says he'll give me everything I could ever want. If he only knew ... Everything I want is.....you. -January 24, 2001
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Reassurance and Persuasion
I know you're scared. I am too, But all I want is to hold you. I don't want expensive things. I don't want to own you. I want, only, to share you with the world. I want everyone to see the beautiful person that you are. I'm guessing you've been hurt before, because you're pushing me away. (But I'm not going anywhere.) I know how it feels to be hurt and used! Just so you know... I could never do that to you. You probably think I'm stupid. You think I don't know what I'm doing. Maybe you think I'm too young to know. Tell yourself that, but you know you're wrong. You make me make me happy and I know you feel the same way too. I'm just as terrified as you. I'm not ready to feel this way, but I can't hide that I do. I didn't expect this to happen. I had built a wall around my heart. I had built a wall around everything that allows me to feel. You are tearing it down faster than I can pick up the parts. I want to be the one to make you smile. I want to be the one you think of everyday. I want to be the one you dream of. I want your face to brighten when you think of me. I want to make you shiver when you imagine my body beside you. All I want is to be eveything that you are to me. Don't tell me I could do better. Even if I could, I wouldn't want to. I know you're scared. I am too, But it's okay. My heart will wait for you.
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