A Prayer

Father in heaven,
I know I let you down many times in my life. I know I sin and I do not deserve your love. But please believe me when I say I love you. Please forgive me when I fall. Let me show you I can make it in life. That I can make you proud and happy with me. I want to make you smile. I want to laugh when you laugh, and cry when you cry. To hold you when you see your children sin. To let you know that your daughter loves you. I love you. My heart will never stop loving you, even when I feel you have left me, I know you are here. With me. Next to me. Holding me and saving me from this world filled with hate and false disguises. In you alone I find refuge. A place I can truly call home. A place no money can buy and no thieve can enter. God you are my shelter. You are the reason why I live my everyday trying to become a better person. I don't want what the earth can give. Money, Pearls, and beautiful things. I want to have you. And if the world forbids to praise you, I will praise you. I am more than whiling to lay my life for you, you did it for me.
God I want you to know that I believe in your promise. All that I have has come from your hand. Your blessings never end. I thank you for my days. I thank you for everything you have ever given me. I thank you for your love. Your love is the best thing I have ever received in my life. Others may not want it and may not believe in it, but Lord you know I do. Jesus you are faithful. This world cant take me from the love you gave me. My body may suffer, and my bones might brake and my heart stop beating, but the love we have for each other will never fail. You have touched my heart. You have captured me in a way no human being can ever capture me. Your blessings are more than enough to show me you love me, and that you think of me.
Lord all I ask is that you let me praise you until the end of me. Let me glorify your name the way you deserve it. Let me Love you the same way you love me.
And Life may come ready to attack me with a broken heart, tears, false disguises, and death But in you I will take refuge and you will protect me because you love me. You will send mighty angels to protect me from evil. And you will carry me when I can't hold on.
Jesus have mercy on those that play with your love. The people that live a moment in you and the other in sin. Open their eyes. Those who lost their love in you, restore it. Let them come back in to your heart. Help me spread your love to whomever I can reach. Help me be strong when people reject your love. But If the world rejects your love I will always accept it. Give me the love others don't want. No one will ever understand the love you have for us.
No ever will compare to you, Jesus.