Run Away

Why is it easier to run away than face your demons
Drinking into sweet oblivion
Someone tell my family I am not coming home

I hope that they can understand
That some scars never heal
Cant forgive what I cant forget
I am not the same man they loved yesterday

Sometimes a goodbye is better than a hello
I have lost my halo and now I run
Dont want them to see me holding a gun

I knew I should not have done the things I did
I can only hope they can forgive
The man before them living in a broke mind

He does not mean to hurt anyone
But trained to do just that
No one helps you when your'e gone
Left to face the demons alone from which you run

And run you do
Only in the end running is not enough
And it always stays the same
Until you stop running and let in the end.