Gone

There one day
Gone the next
Each time I loose a little self respect
Didn't think you'd do that again.
This time I thought you cared,
But No goodbye
No have a nice life
Just another bad memory
To remember you by.
You did seem different that Friday night
Aloof in a way, trying to hide the real you
Acting tuff , not a care in the world
Until you saw this fragile depressed Lil girl.
what you wanted all along
Knew it would leave me broken , feeling wrong.
guilt engraved forever in your vains.
I hope your babies don't get your karma, your pain.
Unable to shed my tears
It's everything I told you I feared
So heartless and numb
Such a bitter woman I have become.
The guilt burns so deep
Morals and values
But I was weak.
If I could , I'd go back in time ,
I'd make sure your eyes never locked with mine..