Duel Integrity

I could hear the man slowly walk towards me his shoes tapping the cement floor. The other one, Roe, started pulling my limbs into an organized manner and I smiled inwardly in small triumph that it was an effort for her. I stood, feet should width apart, arms at my side, back straight. First I felt his breath close to my ear.

                “You disappoint me, the deal wasn’t for you to escape after we gave her back. It was to stay. So stay, relax, have some fun.” His lips brushed my neck and I had just enough will to turn my head away. He laughed. “You’ve always been hard to manage. Roe, walk her with me.”

                We walked slowly down the hallway, and down three more hallways before we reached a door. By now Roe had strangled my mind so tightly I was almost unconscious as she controlled my body. She woke me slightly as he opened the door revealing a lavishly furnished bedroom.

                He punched a code into a panel by the door and the door slid shut. “Let go of her now Roe.”

I was free and I almost fell with the release of tension. I lunged for the door and he let me knowing it wouldn’t open.

                “Why don’t you relax, Alyahs. You’ve been here before. We’re well acquainted.”

                I put my back to the door and stared at him. His eyes raked down my thinly concealed body and the animal came out of me. I lunged at him claws first teeth bared.

                “That’s it!” He yelled in delight.

I punched and kicked and scratched but Roe was tightening my breath every second and the impact was week and easily deflected.

                “Let her out Roe” He screamed. “I want to see it all! I want to see the best! I want it!”

I was free fully again and the fight became real. I upper cut him in the jaw with one hand and caught him in the lip next with the other hand.

                “Beautiful!” He yelled not caring about the blood coming from the split in his lip.

Suddenly he twisted my arm and bear hugged me knocking the wind out of me. Throwing me to the bed he climbed on top of me and pinned my arms.

                “Do you remember this?” He asked pushing his body against mine and talking in my ear.

                Realization hit me. This hadn’t been the first time I’d escaped. How many times had this happened? I struggled beneath him and kicked but he caught my legs with his own and kept them pinned with pure strength.

                “Fuck off you fucking psycho!”

                “The great Alyahs losing her composure, and I’m the only one who ever sees it.”

                I spit in his face.

                “You bitch.”

                He yanked my arms hard enough to tear muscle and pressed his hot lips to mine. I tried to head butt him but he had already pulled away grinning.

                “I know every trick you have. Roe, hold her for a second.”

He let go and I could see where I would hit him next but I couldn’t move an inch. I could almost feel Roe trying to move my lips into a smile.

                He leaned back on his knees and reached for his zipper. I couldn’t watch. I couldn’t do anything. He smiled and slowly reached a hand in caressing himself. I pulled and I beat and I threw myself at her invisible walls but she held me. She held me to please him. It was sick. His dick came out soft and he rubbed it gently a few times before using both hands to push up my shirt. He pushed it up slowly, letting his thumbs trail across my stomach and ribs until my breasts were uncovered.

One hand went back to slowly rubbing his member and the other cupped my breast squeezing until a tear escaped my eye. He laughed.

                “I know you enjoy our time spent together. Let her talk Roe.”

                I didn’t speak even though I had felt her release that part of me. I waited. His penis was hard now and he let go of it to feel my other breast. He leaned down and pressed his lips to my nipple slowly tracing circles with his tongue making them hard. He bit them hard enough to hurt and suckled at them. I could feel my anger and rage and fear building inside as his left hand slowly trailed down my body and gently pulled at my pants.

                He didn’t pull it all the way down. Not quite far enough to expose anything. He let his hand trace across the flesh above my most sensitive spots and I wanted to kill him. I wanted to torture him. I want him to suffer worse than anyone had ever suffered.

                He leaned down again and pressed his lips mine. He flicked his tongue at my lips to part them and that’s when I acted. I opened my mouth inviting him in and then bit down hard on his tongue and lip. He screamed and Roe immediately took over releasing him. I managed to gasp out laughter as I watched him bleed but it only made me feel the sting of his slap that much more.

                “I’m going to take it all, like every time before Alyahs. You won’t laugh again.”

He hardened his member again and then position himself so his penis was right in my face. He molested my face as he trace lines with it as if it were a pencil and I paper. I wanted to scream and run and I tried shutting my mind but Roe was efficient.

                “Open her mouth Roe. Make her be gentle.” Blood trailed down his face as he spoke and he wiped it away with a sloppy hand.

He shoved it in and I was glad I couldn’t control my body otherwise I would have choked. He pumped it a few times but quickly got bored. He moved back down to take off the rest of the stolen scrubs with my mouth still paralyzed open. The shirt and pants were thrown to the floor as were his cloths. He grabbed my hands and ran them over himself smiling down at me as if it were a silly little game.

Then he ran his hands over me carefully avoiding the most sensitive areas. Roe let in the pain as he squeezed my breasts and when he turned me over to slap me. He grabbed my butt and spread my legs. I could feel his warm wet tongue as it raked over my orifices. Suddenly he was inside my ass pumping slowly. Slapping and squeezing.

                He leaned his body against mine as he thrusted, chest to back. “You’re mine. Alyahs. You gave yourself up to save her. This is a part of that. You’re my toy, my slave.

                He had Roe move my body on hands and knees and from his knees he thrusted inside me until he came. Then he threw my stiff body away and I could see the orgasmic satisfaction on his face.

Hatred is not an emotion people come across often. Normal people don’t even know what it actually is. They say they hate petty things. They don’t know what true hatred felt like. But I did. I hated more than just my rapist, I hated everyone in his life that had led him to this point. I hated myself for not saving her when I could have which lead to my imprisonment. I hated that I had done this to myself. I hated that I wasn’t better than this. I hated that I could never be free of this. I hated that I didn’t remember the times before so I couldn’t cry for my past selves. I hated.

He walked away and grabbed a glass and put some ice and poured liquor into it. “Let’s try something new Roe. Make her want me. Make her come and take me.”

I screamed in my head that I was so weak. Roe dragged me up and reached my hand down to feel the wetness that was his and that was my own. I already wanted him. My body disgusted me. She walked me over to him and smiled. Slowly she ran her fingers down his chest and across his now soft penis. I smiled and he nursed his drink in wincing pain from his cuts as she moved me. She stroked his member wither her fingertips until it was hard and then knelt down and grabbed it with her whole hand and started pumping. Her eyes never left his and I would have rather stared at a penis than see his mind.

That thought drove me to the edge of the wall. If I saw anymore of this man’s mind I would see his soul and it would drive me to insanity. I wouldn’t be able to recover. I burst through the wall and grabbed his penis as tightly as I could I yanked. He screamed an agonizing scream of pain far worse than I had ever experienced and crumpled to the floor passed out.

Roe tried to take over again but I savagely beat her back screaming a guttural scream as loud as my vocal cords would allow before I lost air. She started closing off my lungs again which seemed to be her protective mechanism but I started beat at her consciousness inside of me from every angle with my mind. Pure death radiated from my thoughts and I felt her subdue enough to gain a firm hold over myself.

I felt the urge to beat the defenseless form of my rapist and I had to fight it. I knew if I took that action I would become worse off than if I just took my emotional wounds and left. Beating my attacker would only make me feel even more vile and repulsive than I already felt.

I yanked on the scrubs on again and started rifling through the room. Two guns, eight throwing knives, a katana, and forty two bullets including the ones in the guns, I collected them all along with the straps to attach them to myself. I geared up and open up his laptop passing the security with ease. I had seen this man’s mind and no password of his could elude me.

I was in a privately owned intelligence base in southern Arizona. If Tyler still lived in Los Angeles he could be hours away from me. I needed to find a phone and find a route out of this place that wouldn’t set any alarms off. I also needed to find out how to get rid of Roe.