left for five minutes

it's already 10 o'clock, how long should I wait? watching ridiculously the door, the agony endure and it's still here at the end. I lost my temper and lit up a cigarette, was better, the coffee was already cold, but was a great companion for the cigarette. it must have been so bad..., that could be the only explanation, she must be disgusted, I understand, and find my self uncomfortable too, I feel so bad I asked her that, but you see, I am happy she dropped by last evening. 

so much time for grocery shopping?