Hereditary fears
By Parson Thru
- 1751 reads
His face is twisted,
mouth contorted,
demons dancing ring-a-roses round his head
Brow creased,
ears filled with voices
jibing, teasing, criticising
telling him he’ll never come to any good
What must they all be thinking now?
That he never would have made it
were it not for them?
But he's the one who pays the price
Alone among his thoughts,
burned by his tormentors,
belittled now, as then, and for all time
No purchase in the present,
a prisoner of the past,
trying, oh so hard, to build his edifice on quicksand
The old-school-tie sports a tidy Windsor-knot,
tightened lips withhold their hidden truths,
but listen to his soul speaking through his eyes
Oh, those damned eyes
This may not be the verse,
or even its pale shadow,
but hearken to the demons dancing round your head
We’re all fucked-up,
consumed by our hereditary fears
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Comments
Hmm...
Almost everything you do has me thinking of gothic cathedrals and mediaeval buildings. Perhaps it's the ring o' roses I hear. Nice nod to the grumpy Librarian, too.
Yep, the no-win situation of low-self esteem. "I can't be any good because I'm me" it's a hard road to recover from the up-bringing which leaves us with this view of ourselves.
Good stuff, I liked it.
Ewan
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