Between

A swirling depth inside of me
A precursor to misery
One step, one slip and I’d fall in 
Succumbing to the dark within
I’m walking on the crack between
I see the light, I see it gleam
But turn my head and it’s just black
I worry that I won’t come back
To smiles and sun, to feel it warm
Instead I feel a raging storm
I cannot stop these jumbled thoughts
While balancing this line I walk 
One sudden change, the slightest shift
Can send me to the deep abyss
Of anger and the pain I’ll find
Lost in my chaotic mind