THE FORCE(SUCH AS GOD)

When I think about it humans, mind you i am also one, can be the most ignorant beings.We don't realise what is around us unless it is of importance to us.We walk all over things when it doesnot concern us while we shower things with love when it suits us.We all are hypocrites without even realising it but one has to think maybe all these things help us in some ways and well it's not written anywhere that being a hypocrite is bad atleast not by some greater beings than us maybe some more experienced humans but humans nonetheless.I think about god sometimes but i find it hard to believe in him since i have never seen him but i am not an atheist as when faced with adversity I always look towards god to come bail me out.I feel either there is a force(such as god) who has created us or it is really what science says- a huge probability that i am here typing this.If it's just a probability and we are here by chance then what is our purpose, is it to just keep on surviving and find things that please us throughout our short span of life mind u i am talking about the life of an individual not race which are of course negligible compared to each other and if we are trying to survive and be happy in our rather small lives then what is the need to evolve, you were able to find happiness in ancient times without the internet as well as modern times, just the methodology for happiness differed.One could argue that by evolving we are able to have a much easier life but the thing is by evoloving we are not only easing our lifestyle but also reducing our lifespan as the average age of mankind has reduced with evolution.An example to show the reason would be how means of transport have made our lives easier but also increased the life hazards such as accidents, pollution and what not.So in the long run we are both harming and elevating ourselves by evolution so should we do it, maybe we should make a call and live with it then why are the people who decide just to be happy in life and not evolve their status are shunned by society and looked down upon.How is that fair after all they are just making a call.Everyone is just trying to elevate their status by evolving be it indivuals or human race.Maybe the fault lies with the society and their judgemental tendancy then maybe we are finding another reason why evolution is not really needed maybe.

 And if its really some force such as god who has created us then it stands to reason that he has created us for a reason then does that mean that we are supposed to live our whole life trying to find that reason.Just imagine the disbelief of a person who spends his lifetime and somehow figures the reason for his existence and it turns out that it was just that the force was bored and wanted to just have some entertainment and that we humans are just supposed to entertain him.Probably this will not be the case or maybe it's just my hope speaking which is just another weapon instilled in us by the force to make sure we donot interrupt his entertainment.Well anyways if our life is for a reason what are we supposed to do to find our reason keep living and progressing and who would tell us in the end our reason for living, it certainly won't be god so will it be some sort of signal from him, what if  we are not able to find that signal.So what we are talking about is living making a lot of choices along the way with no way to know whether they are the right ones and in the end maybe running out of time or maybe finding the wrong answer.