Things I Did On My Day Off
By HarryC
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Drinking cheap wine,
I sit streaming old episodes
of 'The Sweeney', filmed in
the same London streets
I grew up in.
I check the locations and
find them on Google Maps,
still recognisable, just -
geographically-speaking.
But like that scene in
'The Time Machine', where
Rod Taylor watches the shop
across the street change with
the fashions of the time as he
travels ahead to the hell
of the Morlocks...
Boozers and bookies, now
bistros and boutiques.
Corner stores and tott-shops
displaced by estate agencies
and exclusive antique emporia.
Mrs Collar's, where I got my
Jamboree Bags and Lucky
Dips - an art gallery.
The gentrified streets, the
developments, the lost
schools. The neighbourhoods
long gone. Swept away, like
those voices and faces -
the fag smoke and smell
of beer. The smiles and
cackles, and cats on
windowsills, and Saturday
afternoons, and Christmas
trees, and three-penny bits.
The early Beatles songs on
the wireless, and Tom Jones,
and Patrick McGoohan in
'The Prisoner' on our
rented TV, and mum standing
by the window holding
the aerial. The milkman
and paperman, and the
rag-and-bone man, and the
gipsy woman who came every
week with her golden-tooth smile
and basket of heather, and
the butcher on the corner.
And a bath in the scullery
sink - hot water from the Ascot.
And a pint of winkles for Sunday
tea. And night frights - but with
mum and dad always there.
The songs from
'The Half Moon' over
the back in Bemish Row.
'Yippie I oh oh oh
Yippie I aye ye ye
Ghost riders in the sky...'
Keeping me awake, but
keeping me imagining.
Gone now. Sanitised.
Monetised.
Rinsed from existence,
if not from memory.
I shouldn't feel sad. Time changes
all things, as I know.
Like my face in the mirror now.
Like my recollections, maybe.
Anno Domini.
Yet they were good times.
I know. Because I lived them.
And now I can only re-live them
in old cop-show re-runs,
and photographs
and drunken dreams.
Image: me, my scooter, Weiss Road, Putney, 1963
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I get this!
I get this!
For decades, possibly even a century or so, places like little shops and pubs hardly changed. I know that some change is necessary but it seems like in the last twenty years everything has changed and it can never change back. And it's all changed to something plastic, sterile and corporate.
My memories are preserved in music. It takes me to the extremes of joy and melancholy. The song Roll On Babe by Ronnie Lane is a very strong candidate for this. You probably recognise some of the places in the video.
I loved The Sweeney. It was my all-time favourite fly-on-the-wall documentary.
The words of your poem describe perfectly my feelings for the lost past.
Turlough
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You’d need a big piece of
You’d need a big piece of paper to make a list of all the things that have disappeared or no longer happen in the first clip. Probably only the daffodils remain.
In the early eighties I lived in Ilford and worked on the cusp of Barking and Dagenham. Some weekends I’d go out with my workmates from the real East End. Back then there were some cracking little pubs round Stepney, Mile End and Bethnal Green. I remember early one Saturday evening being locked inside the Blind Beggar in Whitechapel by the police because there was so much football violence going on outside. Ironic that it was seen as a safe place.
Oliver’s video made me smile. I used to use my paper bag to jam the doors of lifts in blocks of flats when I was a paperboy in Leeds in the early seventies. Another reason for being shouted at!
Turlough
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Have I given you a nudge
Have I given you a nudge towards our upcoming virtual reading event yet Harry?
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GREAT POEM. I liked what your
GREAT POEM. I liked what your sentiment was, even though I grew up in a place that's hardly changed at all. I think I understand fully how you feel. I did notice my childhood home was remodeled to oblivion by home flippers, and the same thing happened to my grandparents' house. It's really kind of an odd feeling looking through those pictures and thinking about all the memories that happened in places you barely recognize.
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yeh, cars were for the rich.
yeh, cars were for the rich. That's a time switch.
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enjoyed this very much! Your
enjoyed this very much! Your memories described so vividly, and also
The milkman
and paperman, and the
rag-and-bone man, and the
butcher on the corner.
How you describe your memories so vividly, mixed with film of the past, which was a fiction but is still here. And all the lives, the threads which wove that place, its sounds and sights and smells, all gone, you make it sound like it is the present which is not real, full of estate agents and boutiques
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Lots of familiar themes from
Lots of familiar themes from times gone by and my own childhood. It's good to reminisce from time to time. Nicely done. Paul
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Marvellous scene setting and
Marvellous scene setting and atmosphere. It's like those photos on websites where you can slide a marker from one side to another and see a scene from decades ago, and the same place now. (There must be a technical term for those, but I'm an ignoramus.)
I echo insert's comment - please do come to the reading event!
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