The Light is Dawning

I'm not happy
But I say
That I feel
It's all ok.
I lie and smile
And feel upset
I asked you if
You love me yet.
You said it took
More time for you
To fall for someone
And it's true.
I want to say that
I can wait
And keep it up
This fragile state
But actually
I'm not too sure
That I want to
Anymore.
The thing is
I love you a lot
But you're feeling
That you've got
The perfect non
Relationship
In which there's no
Need to commit.
You use me when
You feel the need
And when you don't
Then it's agreed
I stay here
Out of your way
And someone else
Becomes your prey.
It used to be
Ok with me
But now the light
Is dawning see?
And I just want
To let you know
Exactly where
Your shit can go
So stick it where
The sun don't shine
Go fuck yourself
And I'll be fine.