Lifeline

I need a lifeline thrown to me -
I want some time and someone else to be.
Feeling my life roll by,
I close my eyes and see what I can see.
I have never felt so sane,
I'm not to blame,
I'm not the one who changed -
Not this way.
I need to find the time again,
I think about my love every now and then,
But not today.
We've been doing this so long,
We never stopped and thought that it was wrong,
Now I look again,
I see the things that never mattered then,
Look up to the sky,
The rain-drops fall straight into your eyes,
But now I've changed my mind,
I'm not so blind,
I'll look what I can find.