Unsettled - August 19 2003

i feel unsettled, over the last year this feeling of unsettlement
(don't know if that's a word, but i'm too unsettled to find out) has
led me to give up 2 well paid jobs, and work temporarily in a inner
city housing estate.

maybe it's an age thing, i'm 39 next year, maybe i'm going through some
kind of mid-life crisis. I know that at the moment i'm not really arsed
about anything, although strangely despite this cloud of unsettlement
which has descended on my head, I've managed to sort out a private
pension and transfer my existing pension into it, I guess i have the
power to temporarily suspend the unsettlement in order to make major
financial decisions.

hopefully some day a rain is going to come and wash this unsettlement
off my streets, until that day comes, I'll just wallow in the
unsettlement.