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By narcissa
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Why are you crying, slave girl?
Is it the shackles they put around your wrists?
Is it the master who whips you?
Is it the other girls,
Pointing and whispering?
Why are you crying, slave girl?
The bulge of your belly is a hinderance,
But surely you can still sing
And look pretty
You stola is loose
It covers you well
You can hardly tell
What has happened to you.
Why are you crying, slave girl?
Is it because you are out on the streets?
Is it the begger men
Who whistle
And look knowingly at you
While you struggle to get through
another day?
Why are you crying, slave girl?
Is it the corpse on the ground in front of you
That thing
Yes, it is a part of you
Too bad it didn't live
Going to heaven?
Who knows what happens to the souls of
Illigitimate slave children...
Why are you crying, slave girl?
Is it your torn and dirty stola
Dragging in the dirt?
Is it the sight of your former master
Staring right through you
He doesn't know you any more
He has purposely forgotton you
Easy
A shamed slave girl
Is easily put from mind
But do you see that colour?
That mild pink that jetted across the
Pasty skin of his cheeks?
No
He hasn't forgotton
The most beautiful slave girl he ever had
And regretting throwing her away
Why aren't you crying, slave girl?
Is it the strapping young lad beside you
Your son
A bonny boy
With raven-black hair?
Is it the kind master?
Is it the knowledge that the bad dreams are over?
He still blushes when he sees you in town
But you hardly have to go on errands for this new master
You work in the kitchen
Doing what you've wanted to do
Your little boy delights the guests
Use him to your advantage
You won't have him for long.
But before that dreaded day
That they take him
You can enjoy him to the full
And enjoy your new life
Be joyful
That the gods smiled
On a lowly slave girl
And that that girl
Was you
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