Not Loyal

He puts his hand on my face
And it almost tears me apart
Because he knows I am not loyal
He knows another man's hand was there

But yet he still offers his love
And shows it to me anyways
As I cry deep inside
For being unfaithful

Another man has been there
His hand upon my cheek
His lips upon my lips
His fingres upon my body

But yet
this man who is here now
Still offers
Still waits
He waits for me
And I know he must feel like dying

Just of the thought of me
Being with someone else
And being happy
Yet he still waits and offers
He offers me love
That I take then throw away
He must be dying

But he still waits and offers
And so I stay and take
And keep killing him
By being unfaithful
Even though I hate doing so
I keep on and keep going

So I decide in this moment
His hand on my cheek
This is it for me