Never Enough

believe in something based on lies,
forget those they said with truth,

watch her as she fumbles,
stand while she holds on,

forget your place,
remember hers,

stand there and take it,
love it anyway,

its not shit,
its not a mess,

its the cleanest burning fire,
perfect for everything,

strangely steady,
standing there,

holding on,
holding her up,

when she doesn't need it,
find her when she does,

leave her to her own devices,
macinations,

watch her self destruct,
picking up the pieces,

stand there and hold her,
keeping something together,

forgetting what it is,
how it came to be,

around anyway,
hoping to protect her from harm,

without loving her enough,
and so remebering,
what it is you want,

nothing,
eveything,
her,

noone,