Returning, Always and Never

find something,
somewhere,
take it from its whole
and place it in a middle,
leave it in the arms of another,
one who might and might not,
the one who does and doesnt,
begin to run,
and stumble,
try again
and fall,
get up and walk,
decide your direction,
end up far away any way,
walk past her a thousand times,
returning always
and never,
find the thing again,
a few feet away,
neither in her nor you,
bury it, forget it,
live without it,
organsise your thoughts around it,
forget everything, again,
forever