Finding the Words

I want that you feel
before you walk away today.
To feel that I care enough,
or that you don't need to fade away.

I want to embrace
but instead shake your hand.
I can't make you feel
but does your look say I failed?

I could almost inflict
hurt on you, stab you
and punch you
just to find that emotional pain.

Your face crumbles
that moment I think you know
I found a feeling
but you had no words to explain.