Pregnant possibilities

I am pregnant with myself,
Long over due
Carrying Atlas weight
The Hell I have created
On sore shoulders tired.
Fattened possibilities
Resignedly
Feeding flames,
stoking poking
scalding burns,
bubbled skin bursts.

It can have a life of it's own now
I can let it roll,
self satisfy and perpetuate.
Let me stand up tall unshouldered,
walk forward,
Birth
Myself.
No more leaking out
Bits
Let my garden grow
wild and free, wild and free,

Cosmic space
Atom - light
Atom strong
Expanding with the Universe
My body My life
My other pregnancy
Safe
to ripe-n
.