B and me

We are friends
Nothing more
My love is not what you were searching for.
To fill in a hole ,
Lets be honest..was always your main goal
But maybe slowly you saw more

A great friend you are to me
Always feel safe in your company.
Free to say whatever is on my mind
You let me be me
You are definitely one of a kind

It kills me to say
I feel used in a way
Your doormat for life.

Face it,
I don't compare to your loving wife
number 2 has something better then I do
For i am number 3 , it is always the shit end of the stick for me.

You are there in some small way
For you are the person I think of each and everyday.
A huge smile when I see ,
that you..my Bub..have messaged me
But I cant help wonder ,
give a Little sigh
Why am i not good enough to be by your side ?

When i wake , before I sleep
I always wonder who's company you keep
You are my match in every way
I guess I just wish you felt the same.