Dear Mama

Time has passed so fast, it has been excactly one and a half year since you were gone. But It feels like, it was just yesterday!
Tears are falling down from my face and my heart is broken.
How i wish that i can turn back the time, I promise that i will do everything to make you happy.
I will not argue with you about all those stupid things.
I will tell you that i love you.
Mama, Im going through the same thing again. Everything remind me of your funeral. Especially on that day, when I was standing in front of your coffin and thinking why you have to leave?
I kissed your face three times.
I knew it would be the last time I kissed you for the rest of my life.
I can still feel your skin and your hair, It was cold, very cold...