My loss, is mine

I lay here staring
up the blank white wall

while he stands there, unmercifully
not giving me a chance

I messed up, yelled and tore everything apart
it's only of his ultimate right, to let go of my heart

falling a free fall, with no ending
my life without him is a start, already pending

my common sense was lost
for that brief moment

my heart was blinded
with ultimate jealousy

my vein was stronger
and my will was weak

I messed up, yelled and tore everything apart
it's only of his ultimate right, to let go of my heart
.
.
.
.

My hopes, dreams and future projections
of this little , tiny house

where we belong, forever
us two, and maybe others

but this is not the end for me
i can sense his projections, matching mine

there is no such thing as, it is too late
as long as i believe, i will wait

for this love, i will fight
for this love, i will be stubborn
for this love, i will grow and learn
for this love, i will understand and appreciate
for this love, i will love,

endlessly