I;ve waited now the blessing

 

 

My horizons are changing

Mid flux, rearranging I’m aiming my focus

Like a pointed gun

Transformation is rising

No more ambiguity or reasoning

No more damp squib of disappointments

Before the setting sun.

 

I’m on a path now, straight as heterosexuality

No more meanderings or diversions

Or dead ends or dreaded curse.

There’s a new beginning, a new chapter

New sentence a new perspective

A lifting, a whole new purpose

An awakening, primordial beginnings

From Darwin’s amoeba

To man who hunts and gathers

Like a roaring lion

Hunts prey and like the devil

Roams and devours the dreaded earth

 

There is a new dawning, a birthing, a rising

To stratospheres anew. A new dimension

A pilgrimage, a milestone bringing healing

Change, contrast, regeneration  

From the old into the new.

 

I feel myself lifting, metamorphasizing

Releasing, breathing I sense a new earth.

Beneath my feet no more shifting

Tectonic plates lifting, unstable breathing

From the chronic lungs of a depleted parched

decaying earth…

 

I hear the moaning and groaning

A woman in labour about to give birth to a son.

Mother Nature in labour to bring forth

Meaning and formation,

From nothingness barren depths

The soil, the lifeless, aborted feteouses

Painful memories of screaming

Babbled mountains another meaning

Of insanity speaks in tongues from mouths

Of mother’s as they rehearses another curse.

 

 

In my future, through a mirror

Reflecting, an image of telling verse

I see my father, heavenly father

Beckoning me to step through the looking glass

To my destiny

To victory as now I’ve learned.

 

I am now flying, wings lifting

Ascending through celling’s

That kept my shackled

To dreams and promises broken

In adulthood right through my youth

Back from my birth

 

So much frustration, distorted vision

Endless misery, corrupted character

Conceit the damager, self-abasement

Had to be humbled

As pride I wore as a necklace

And worst still a self-inflicted curse.

 

Now I’m transforming from a pupa into a butterfly

And with wings I fly and circumnavigate

The dying earth.

And from the heavens I see my future

It bright from up here

But humbled by creation

The creator and amazed by the vastness

A multi dimentional universe

 

Humble beginnings

Painful memories

Now joy without ending

As I step out breathe and feel the heat of the sun.

Another chapter of life happy ever after

Taste the fruits of your endeavour

Of life living with the Son.

the question that I'm asking

do you believe in living a life with meaning

or have you settled for life here on earth