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          Burning heat is undesirable to all men, yet such heat arises when serious matters are misconducted(as they have been in our nation's recent history, as is plain to any serious inquiry...)  and serious struggle arises...  and people take serious wounds.  Such matters should not be made light of, lest the need for vengeance should be created, for most peoples have an honorable spine at the end of the day...  and shall not be trod on gratis.  Serious matters should be spoken of seriously.  For example, regarding someone who's risked their life in the broad light of day, let not the accusation of cowardice be made, even if there be serious differences.  Any way, I retire now to rest, with serious and reasonable doubt about whether I'll wake. This doesn't disturb me as much as it does most men, for through my whole life I saw a society that needed to be improved or rejected...   I commend those of you who carry on the struggle to improve it...  old or young.  Conservative tradition is only of value if it's abided by with serious integrity...  other wise it becomes nothing more than an unjust excuse to cover up the blood of the youth, and the poor handling of grave matters.  Regarding my private affairs, I have seriously been on an economic black-list my adut life, unjustly.  Thus I could not properly make money or incur debts. Such talk is not honest.  Fare well