Reality

House keys on the table
Jacket hung up
Front room door open
Walk in
Stop and stare at sofa
Picture you
With someone else
Speechless
as your screams get louder
Just stood watching
Turn and close the door
Walk up hallway
Into kitchen
Pour a glass
Of vodka n coke
See bathroom door
It Is closed
Whilst I take a drink
I Can hear you in there
Though the house Is empty
I Can hear you
Picture you
Opening door for him
Put down my drink
Run up to my room
To Grab a cd
Though I can see you
In bed
Sleeping
him with you
Close door
Back downstairs
Look out the window
I can
See you leave
Little wave as you go
Can smell dinner
He cooked for you
Making me feel sick
Tear forms in my eye
As I stand in kitchen
Drinking slowly
Trying to hide the pain
I can see you
Sat there at the table
Smiling at him
Kissing him
Another drink
And another
Folding and washing
Your clothes
And his
My heart feeling
Like in a clamp
Tightening quickly
Tears forming
As I pour a drink
Another and another
I fall against the wall
Slide down to the floor
Legs too weak
To hold me up
Hands shaking
As I hold my head
Tears falling to the ground
Finding it hard to breathe
Tears running
Like waterfalls
Laying on the floor
Ready to give up
Though before
My eyes close
And my heart stops
I will remember
That person
You were with
All along
Was me ..