Amy

she's in the background,
with her whispered hints
and her aching fragile heart.
and come to bed eyes.
I see her smile, and see myself.
And I cry with broken fractured screams
from inside a house of empty shattered dreams
with an empty bottle and a body full of pain
her voice stands and its still the same
its still the bloody same!
here I sit and here I stand
In shame, and guilt and pain
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
and leave this place
I don't want to leave this place.
"we only said goodbye"
She sings, and in her voice I fall away;
and die with her one hundred times.
Oh how I want to feel her in my arms,
instead of standing by her empty grave.
but its all over
its all over now...
"I go back!"
"I go back"
"I go back to black..."